In the Middle of Starting Over

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As hard as it seems
I hold my breath and just believe

Tired of all the troubles
They've been wasting my time
I don't wanna fight
Gonna leave it behind
Taking on faith
Now I'm ready to fly
I'm in the middle of starting over

Back to the beginning
Gonna hit rewind
Chance to do it over
Get it right this time
Life gives you pennies
Turn them into dimes
I'm in the middle of starting over

Alone in a room
Tearing down the walls
Painting over scars and bruises
Now this is home
Fill it up with love
And make the best of something new

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I am not a very consistent blogger, but today I kind of 

felt like doing one since my SLife has changed a bit. I had 

to take a breather after some recent things that happened 

that made me a very sad little girl but I feel a bit better

 now and one person that was there in middle of the messes 

with me is now my closest friend. 

Her name is ... Mommy.. now. Well it was back then as well 

but sometimes hard times make you sit back and see who 

is there and who isn't and she was and is still.  I feel like we 

have grown closer because of it all and I am ready to move on 

and start over. 

I probably should start with cleaning my room up because 

it is a bit messy from moving in.  I couldn't help sitting around 

and playing with all my toys that suddenly seemed new 

when Mommy was unpacking them. 

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No credits this time as I have worn and blogged

everything on this post before at some point in time. 

Part of Your World

Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?

Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?

Wouldn't you think I'm the girl

The girl who has everything?

Reading books is one of my most favorite pastimes. When there is nothing going on then you will probably find me hiding in some corner with a book. Sometimes living in the scenes a book creates is better then real life. 

Today for my story time  I threw on a cute top from Chantilly Lace and my most comfy pair of leggings from Petite Bowtique. Then I gathered up all the books I could find, even notebooks full of drawings and scribbles. Then I hunted down all my pencils from the toy box in my room and started writing my story instead of borrowing stories from other books. 

As to how my story goes, you will have to wait and see .. 

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Where to get all the things in the picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Cassie Indecisive Hair @ Ploom

Accessories:

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:

Whateva Top @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

White Leggings Baby @ Petite Bowtique

Decorations:

My Little Arm Chair - Pink @ Turducken

Notebook Clutter @ Floorplan

Childrens Books Clutter @ By Georgia 

Pink Toy Box @ By Georgia 

Poses:

Cute Sit Pose @ Bad Seed

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Here I Am

Here I am, this is me

There's nowhere else on Earth I'd rather be

Here I am, it's just me and you

Tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world, it's a new start

It's alive with the beating of young hearts

It's a new day, it's a new plan

I've been waiting for you

It is almost my bedtime so I gathered up some of my friends for a bedtime story. My Mad Echo Teddy and MishMish narwhal kind of hogged most the room this time, but it was their favorite story tonight, Sleeping Beauty. Guess who the princess was?  Me! I got all ready for my staring role and grabbed my blanket from Tiny Trinkets and gathered everyone around the royal Little Ellie daybed from AR. 

I hope you all have wonderful princess (or prince) dreams tonight too! 

*Crawls into bed and closes my eyes like Sleeping Beauty*

PS. I found out recently that I have more family then I thought I did. Look for a blog about that soon. 

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Where to get all the things in the picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va " Manon " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Snuggle Buddies Pink Security Blanket @ Tiny Trinkets

Clothes:
Penelope Jammies @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Decorations:

Teddy - White/Pink @ Mad Echo

Narwhal Pink @ MishMish

Little Ellie Daybed @ * AR *

Poses:
Fluffeh Skirt 4 @ Candii Kitten

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Bloom

Have you ever heard you are beautiful

I know what you're worth

But you don't see it at all

After the rain has fallen down the sun comes out

Just keep believing

You'll see a new season soon

You're turning into something amazing

Baby, you were born to bloom, bloom, bloom, bloom

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Sometimes it is hard to think that you are special or worth something either to yourself or to others. People keep saying I am worth something and admittedly, I don't always believe them. But Lately, I have been trying really hard too and I have sometimes seen the sun peek through all the rain and it makes me smile. 

Anyways, today I am wearing another Chantilly Lace Boutique outfit called Rayne Bunny and I had lots of fun stomping in the rain puddles with my new boots. I didn't really need the umbrella today though as the rain had already stopped but I did bring it along just in case so that my pretty D!va hair didnt get all wet!

I hope you have fun in the rain just remember that the sun is shining behind those rain clouds and you are special too. 

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Where to get all the things in the first picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va " Mayumi3 " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:
Rayne Bunny Outfit @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Poses:
TD Pose Pack 2 - Pose 2.5 @ Say Cheese

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On My Own

Bring me out

Come and find me in the dark now

Everyday by myself I'm breaking down

I don't wanna fight alone anymore

Bring me out

From the prison of my own pride

My God

I need a hope I can't deny

In the end I'm realizing 

I was never meant to fight on my own

Hello everyone! It has been a long time since I have done a blog. really it has been a long time since I was a kid on Second Life as well. My heart got broken so bad in the summer of 2014 and I gave up and left. There is only so much a person can take.  Anyways, I am back now on a part time basis and I hope to get a little blogging done again. I have missed it. 

So, new news!  I do have a family again. I have a dad named Ethan, who I have known for many months now. I also have two moms, Clover and Friyana. I actually have never called them Mom yet as I have just met them recently, so this will be a surprise for them. *giggles* They are good people though and I do like them. 

I got to decorate a new room too but I will show those pictures later maybe. Today, my first blog after being back, will be just a little one.  My new Mom Clover got this dress for me from Chantilly Lace Boutique and it's pink too. It comes with a sparklie heart necklace as well, so lots of brownie points for picking up a pink dress with sparklie blings. *grins* Oh, and the cute little sandals come with the dress too along with the bow in my pretty hair, which is from Diva!

I feel pretty happy right now and don't feel so alone anymore. I am glad that I don't have to do anything on my own and look forward to lots of fun times in the future. And just because Daddy loves me and wont mind me sharing this video of us dancing .. here is Daddy, Mommy Fri and me being pretty Barbie Girls ... *giggles and hides* 

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Where to get all the things in the first picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va "Jina" Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:
Emmi Dress @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Poses:
TD Pose Pack 4 - Pose 4.3 @ Say Cheese

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I Got Your Letter

"I got your letter from the postman just the other day

And so I decided to write you this song

Just to let you know, exactly the way I feel

To let you know my love's so real"

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Sooo ... I got into camp! Woot! My daddy got to the sim almost right away and signed me up. I was so worried for a couple days that I wasn't going to make it. The odds seem to hardly ever be in my favor when it comes to limited space and lots of  people wanting into those spaces. I couldn't hardly sleep the night before even. It was like Christmas morning.  Since we got in so quickly and my parents both had an alt left we decided to be helpful and started asking around if other people needed help. Sure enough there were some asking for help so we helped.  Woot! Two more people who really wanted to go were now in camp too thanks to my parents alts.  

Then there was a jealous soul who tried to start drama about my parents helping out other people. All I am going to say about that though is ... "Thank you anon poster because I made some new friends out of that attempt to upset people."  I was so worried that I was going to be going into camp with only a handful of acquaintances but now I know I will have some friends there as well. So again, thank you anon on my timeline! 

It seemed like days but it finally became a real thing. The postman stopped by my house and exclaimed excitedly, "The Little Princess Pey got a letter today!"  I squealed, literally, and ran out to the box to grab it up. I never felt so small in my life though. That mailbox was so high and all the jumping in the world wasn't helping. So I ran back to my room and enlisted my pandas to help me carry books out there. They seemed like a nice thing to use as stairs. I think we carried about a hundred books out but it finally reached high enough. 

I let Pandie climb up first because I was scared they would fall over. After she got up there she jumped up on the mailbox and held on for dear life while I start my way up the book mountain. By time I made it to the top I noticed that Pandie had reached in and gotten the mail. "Zomg Pandie let me have the letter!" I was soo excited and I wanted my mail so bad! Pandie started laughing and teasing and waving my mail around. 

But finally I grabbed it from her and ran to my room with it. My big panda that hangs out near my candy shelf wandered back into my room from outside and grabbed himself a cotton candy stick before plopping on the rug and staring at me.  I think he wanted me to read the letter to him.  First I went to the shelf and grabbed us a few snack to munch on. Then I ripped the envelope open and spread all the stuff out on the floor between me and panda and the snacks.  

Yah! there were some pictures on one of the things. I showed panda and he pretty much just sat there getting cotton candy all over his face and pointing to the letter. Right! I should look at it because it will probably tell me all the things I needed to know for camp!  I look down and to my shock ..... (don't look at the next picture if you don't want to know what the letter says yet!) 

.. there were too many words! I can't read! Well, I could see my name at the top but I know how to write my name so that one was easy. But the rest of the letter was like Greek to me!  I looked at panda hoping he could read it but I could tell that he didn't because he just went right on eating that blasted cotton candy. Mommy and Daddy were on an errand and wouldn't be back for a while yet. What do I do? 

Maybe my Mommy and Daddy will be home soon ... 

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P.S.

I will not be doing credits this time because I have blogged all of this before.

Also, the first pose was made by me while the other ones are random AO poses. 

I am His Daughter

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The photos in the magazines

Don't dictate who I'm supposed to be

The world can't recognize, all that I am inside

But I know in His eyes, I am a part of, the bigger picture,

There's so much more to me

He helps me see that I have so much to offer

I am His daughter

He loves me the way I am,

He's my strength when I stand

He is my King, and my Father,

I am His daughter.

The people on the TV screen,

The leaders, rulers, and queens

I watch them shape the world,

And though I'm just a girl, I still know for sure,

That I am a part of, the bigger picture

There's so much more to me

He helps me see that I have so much to offer

I am His daughter

He loves me the way I am,

He's my strength when I stand

He is my King, and my Father,

I am His daughter

And when I'm feeling small,

And wondering if I'll ever, find courage to stand tall

Through His love I remember

There's so much more to me

He helps me to see that I have so much to offer

I am His daughter

He loves me the way I am

He's my strength when I stand

He is my King, and my Father,

I am His daughter

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Where to get all the things in the first picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Shallow Water Eyes @ Poetic Eyes

Love My Eyes Eyeliner Sparse @ Boom

Tatum Indecisive @ ploom

Accessories:

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken
All Things Muddy and Wormy are from
Little Big Me Muddy Prank Kit
plus Lil Campers Worm Buckets (LBM)
out @ All The Little Things

Worn Crown a is hunt item inside 

Little Big Me as well
(Look for a band-aid)

Clothes:

Belong To Daddy Shorttails @ Soken Kids TD

Poses:

Cheerful 2 @ .click

Events:
All The Little Things

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Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

"The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells what you gonna do with your life
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls they want to have fun
Oh girls just want to have ..

Fun!"

Hi everyone! Just a short little blog here to let you see a few things that came my way today. I was asked to make a quick blog for these Woodlands Treasure Gatcha items made by Celilyme Ghostraven from the adorable {D&D} store.

As you can see, I am surrounded by the cutest little Vintage style record players ever. Yep! That there is what you can get at Woodlands on June 1st (which isn't that long from now!)  

I especially love that these little record players play nursery rhymes. There are 15 different items to collect including open players that have 6 sit animations, handheld closed players that have a hold animation and a walker, and to finish out the set there are cute decorative records you can rez everywhere. 

Here is the official ad so you can see exactly everything you can get! 

I also want to mention that I am wearing the cute Phantastic outfit from Itsy Bitsy tonight and it is in my favorite color, Pink! Woot! If it is pink and if it is cute I will buy it. So keep that in mind all you creators *giggles* Anyways, this outfit comes with the sandals and the hair bow as well, to complete the look. 

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Credits

Body:
TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Shallow Water Eyes @ Poetic Eyes

Love My Eyes Eyeliner Sparse @ Boom

Mayumi3 - Onyx  @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Loungin Rug @ {what next}

Pile of Vinyl @ {what next}

Vintage Style Record Players and Records

@ {Dappers & Darlings} 

Clothes:

Phantastic Set @ Itsy Bitsy

Poses: 

Pinup 2 -4 @ ploom

Events: 

Woodlands Treasure Gatcha

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