In the Middle of Starting Over

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As hard as it seems
I hold my breath and just believe

Tired of all the troubles
They've been wasting my time
I don't wanna fight
Gonna leave it behind
Taking on faith
Now I'm ready to fly
I'm in the middle of starting over

Back to the beginning
Gonna hit rewind
Chance to do it over
Get it right this time
Life gives you pennies
Turn them into dimes
I'm in the middle of starting over

Alone in a room
Tearing down the walls
Painting over scars and bruises
Now this is home
Fill it up with love
And make the best of something new

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I am not a very consistent blogger, but today I kind of 

felt like doing one since my SLife has changed a bit. I had 

to take a breather after some recent things that happened 

that made me a very sad little girl but I feel a bit better

 now and one person that was there in middle of the messes 

with me is now my closest friend. 

Her name is ... Mommy.. now. Well it was back then as well 

but sometimes hard times make you sit back and see who 

is there and who isn't and she was and is still.  I feel like we 

have grown closer because of it all and I am ready to move on 

and start over. 

I probably should start with cleaning my room up because 

it is a bit messy from moving in.  I couldn't help sitting around 

and playing with all my toys that suddenly seemed new 

when Mommy was unpacking them. 

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No credits this time as I have worn and blogged

everything on this post before at some point in time. 

Part of Your World

Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?

Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?

Wouldn't you think I'm the girl

The girl who has everything?

Reading books is one of my most favorite pastimes. When there is nothing going on then you will probably find me hiding in some corner with a book. Sometimes living in the scenes a book creates is better then real life. 

Today for my story time  I threw on a cute top from Chantilly Lace and my most comfy pair of leggings from Petite Bowtique. Then I gathered up all the books I could find, even notebooks full of drawings and scribbles. Then I hunted down all my pencils from the toy box in my room and started writing my story instead of borrowing stories from other books. 

As to how my story goes, you will have to wait and see .. 

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Where to get all the things in the picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Cassie Indecisive Hair @ Ploom

Accessories:

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:

Whateva Top @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

White Leggings Baby @ Petite Bowtique

Decorations:

My Little Arm Chair - Pink @ Turducken

Notebook Clutter @ Floorplan

Childrens Books Clutter @ By Georgia 

Pink Toy Box @ By Georgia 

Poses:

Cute Sit Pose @ Bad Seed

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Let It Go

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The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,

not a footprint to be seen.

A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen.

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside.

Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried.

Don't let them in, don't let them see.

Be the good girl you always have to be.

Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know.

Well, now they know!

Let it go, let it go!

Can't hold it back any more.

Let it go, let it go!

Turn away and slam the door.

I don't care what they're going to say.

Let the storm rage on.

The cold never bothered me anyway.

It's funny how some distance,

makes everything seem small.

And the fears that once controlled me, 

can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do,

to test the limits and break through.

No right, no wrong, no rules for me.

I'm free!

Let it go, let it go.

I am one with the wind and sky.

Let it go, let it go.

You'll never see me cry.

Here I'll stand, and here I'll stay.

Let the storm rage on.

My power flurries through the air into the ground.

My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around

And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast

I'm never going back; the past is in the past!

Let it go, let it go.

And I'll rise like the break of dawn.

Let it go, let it go

That perfect girl is gone

Here I stand, in the light of day.

Let the storm rage on!

The cold never bothered me anyway...

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Credits

Body:

Boom Love My Eyes Eyeliner

Mynerva Skin

PC Shallow Water Eyes

Diva Manon Moonstone 

Accessories:

Turducken Pink Sapphire Studs

Cute Bytes Princess Pixie Wings

PixieDoodle Sparkly Fae Wings White

.trinket My Only Sunshine Bracelet Due

Clothes:

Petite Bowtique Amber Tiara

LVSKids Little Sister Tiffany Dress

**Cute Bytes** BearyJane - Baby

Pose:

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