Here I Am

Here I am, this is me

There's nowhere else on Earth I'd rather be

Here I am, it's just me and you

Tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world, it's a new start

It's alive with the beating of young hearts

It's a new day, it's a new plan

I've been waiting for you

It is almost my bedtime so I gathered up some of my friends for a bedtime story. My Mad Echo Teddy and MishMish narwhal kind of hogged most the room this time, but it was their favorite story tonight, Sleeping Beauty. Guess who the princess was?  Me! I got all ready for my staring role and grabbed my blanket from Tiny Trinkets and gathered everyone around the royal Little Ellie daybed from AR. 

I hope you all have wonderful princess (or prince) dreams tonight too! 

*Crawls into bed and closes my eyes like Sleeping Beauty*

PS. I found out recently that I have more family then I thought I did. Look for a blog about that soon. 

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Where to get all the things in the picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va " Manon " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Snuggle Buddies Pink Security Blanket @ Tiny Trinkets

Clothes:
Penelope Jammies @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Decorations:

Teddy - White/Pink @ Mad Echo

Narwhal Pink @ MishMish

Little Ellie Daybed @ * AR *

Poses:
Fluffeh Skirt 4 @ Candii Kitten

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Bloom

Have you ever heard you are beautiful

I know what you're worth

But you don't see it at all

After the rain has fallen down the sun comes out

Just keep believing

You'll see a new season soon

You're turning into something amazing

Baby, you were born to bloom, bloom, bloom, bloom

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Sometimes it is hard to think that you are special or worth something either to yourself or to others. People keep saying I am worth something and admittedly, I don't always believe them. But Lately, I have been trying really hard too and I have sometimes seen the sun peek through all the rain and it makes me smile. 

Anyways, today I am wearing another Chantilly Lace Boutique outfit called Rayne Bunny and I had lots of fun stomping in the rain puddles with my new boots. I didn't really need the umbrella today though as the rain had already stopped but I did bring it along just in case so that my pretty D!va hair didnt get all wet!

I hope you have fun in the rain just remember that the sun is shining behind those rain clouds and you are special too. 

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Where to get all the things in the first picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va " Mayumi3 " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:
Rayne Bunny Outfit @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Poses:
TD Pose Pack 2 - Pose 2.5 @ Say Cheese

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On My Own

Bring me out

Come and find me in the dark now

Everyday by myself I'm breaking down

I don't wanna fight alone anymore

Bring me out

From the prison of my own pride

My God

I need a hope I can't deny

In the end I'm realizing 

I was never meant to fight on my own

Hello everyone! It has been a long time since I have done a blog. really it has been a long time since I was a kid on Second Life as well. My heart got broken so bad in the summer of 2014 and I gave up and left. There is only so much a person can take.  Anyways, I am back now on a part time basis and I hope to get a little blogging done again. I have missed it. 

So, new news!  I do have a family again. I have a dad named Ethan, who I have known for many months now. I also have two moms, Clover and Friyana. I actually have never called them Mom yet as I have just met them recently, so this will be a surprise for them. *giggles* They are good people though and I do like them. 

I got to decorate a new room too but I will show those pictures later maybe. Today, my first blog after being back, will be just a little one.  My new Mom Clover got this dress for me from Chantilly Lace Boutique and it's pink too. It comes with a sparklie heart necklace as well, so lots of brownie points for picking up a pink dress with sparklie blings. *grins* Oh, and the cute little sandals come with the dress too along with the bow in my pretty hair, which is from Diva!

I feel pretty happy right now and don't feel so alone anymore. I am glad that I don't have to do anything on my own and look forward to lots of fun times in the future. And just because Daddy loves me and wont mind me sharing this video of us dancing .. here is Daddy, Mommy Fri and me being pretty Barbie Girls ... *giggles and hides* 

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Where to get all the things in the first picture:

Body:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes

Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon

Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva

D!va "Jina" Hair @ D!va

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:
Emmi Dress @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Poses:
TD Pose Pack 4 - Pose 4.3 @ Say Cheese

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Sunshine

Made a wish, I can dream

I can be what I want to be

Not afraid to live my life

And fulfill my fantasies

I learnt a lot of tricks to help me live my life

You helped me find my paradise

When you came I saw

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel like

I'm on top of the world

Telling me I'll go far

Reaching out, for the highs

You inspired me to try

I felt the magic inside

And I felt that I could fly

I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light

You made me appreciate my life

'Cos when you came you were my

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel like

I'm on top of the world

Telling me I'll go far

You are the calm

I am the storm

You are the breeze that carries me on

When I said a truth

You wink at me

You're there for me

Sunshine

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

(Sunshine) Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far

Sunshine through my window

That's what you are

My shining star

Sunshine

Making me feel I'm on top of the world

Telling me that I'll go far

Sunshine

My star, my star..

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Credits

Body:
TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Shallow Water Eyes @ Poetic Eyes

Pinik Blush and Dots @ Mynerva
Madison Indecisive Pack Hair @ ploom

Accessories:
Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Clothes:

Shabby Swimmy @ Baby Pie

Poses: 

1. Gentle 2 @ .click

2. Beach Loot @ .click

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Song is Sunshine by Gabrielle

Watch The Lamb

Walking On the Road

To Jerusalem,

The time had come to sacrifice,

Again.

My two small sons,

They walked beside me down the road,

The reason that they came,

Was to watch the lamb.

"Daddy daddy,

What will we see there?

There's so much that we don't understand,"

So I told them of Moses,

And Father Abraham,

And then I said dear children,

"Watch the lamb.

There will be so many,

In Jerusalem today,

We must be sure the lamb

Doesn't run away,"

And I told them of Moses,

And Father Abraham,

And I said "Dear children,

Watch the lamb."

When we reached the city,

I knew something must be wrong,

There were no joyful worshippers

No joyful worship songs.

I stood there,

With my children,

In the midst of angry men,

Then I heard the crowd cry out,

"Crucify Him!"

We tried to leave the city,

But we could not get away.

Forced to play in this drama,

A part I did not wish to play,

Why upon this day were men condemned to die?

Why were we all standing here,

When soon they would pass by?

I looked and said,

"Even now they come,"

The first one pleaded for mercy,

The people gave him none.

The second one was violent,

He was arrogant and loud,

I can still hear his angry voice,

Screaming at the crowd.

Then someone said,

"There's Jesus,"

I scarce believed my eyes,

A man so badly beaten,

He barely looked alive.

Blood poured from His body,

From the thorns on His brow,

Running down the cross,

And falling to the ground.

I watched as He struggled,

I watched Him as He fell,

The cross came down upon His back,

And the crowd began to yell.

In that moment I felt such agony,

In that moment I felt such loss,

Till the roman soldier grabbed my arm and screamed,

"YOU! Carry his cross!"

At first I tried to resist him,

But his hand reached for his sword,

So I knelt and I took

The cross from the Lord.

I put it on my shoulders

And started down the street

The blood that He'd been shedding,

Was running down my cheek.

They led us to Golgatha

They drove nails,

Deep in His feet and hands.

And on the cross,

I heard him pray,

"Father, forgive them..."

Never have I seen such love

In any other eyes

"Into thy hands I commit my spirit,"

He prayed,

And then He died.

I stood for what seemed like years,

I lost all sense of time,

Until I felt two tiny hands

Holding tight to mine.

My children stood there weeping,

And I heard the oldest say

"Father please forgive us,

The lamb,

Ran away.

Daddy daddy,

What've we seen here,

There's so much that we don't understand,"

So I took them in my arms,

We turned and faced the cross.

And I said,

"Dear children

Watch the lamb."

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Credits

on Peyton:

Boom Love My Eyes Eyeliner

Forever Young Baby Eyes

(1) LaViere Tiffany  Blonde

(2) Analog Dog Mint Light Blondes

 Turducken Pink Sapphire Studs

Baby Pie Perla Glow

on Paige

Mynerva Fitted Eyelashes

Boom Love My Eyes Eyeliner

Poetic Eyes - Shallow Water

Truth Karen Hair Black and Whites

Wicked Tattoo

Blueberry Jenna Vintage Skirt

Off the Shoulder Crop Top Designers Pack

Slink Feet with Bella Elphante

Panda Toenails from Cosmetic Faire

Poses:

Originals 

by Paige and Peyton

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Let It Go

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The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,

not a footprint to be seen.

A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen.

The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside.

Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried.

Don't let them in, don't let them see.

Be the good girl you always have to be.

Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know.

Well, now they know!

Let it go, let it go!

Can't hold it back any more.

Let it go, let it go!

Turn away and slam the door.

I don't care what they're going to say.

Let the storm rage on.

The cold never bothered me anyway.

It's funny how some distance,

makes everything seem small.

And the fears that once controlled me, 

can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do,

to test the limits and break through.

No right, no wrong, no rules for me.

I'm free!

Let it go, let it go.

I am one with the wind and sky.

Let it go, let it go.

You'll never see me cry.

Here I'll stand, and here I'll stay.

Let the storm rage on.

My power flurries through the air into the ground.

My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around

And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast

I'm never going back; the past is in the past!

Let it go, let it go.

And I'll rise like the break of dawn.

Let it go, let it go

That perfect girl is gone

Here I stand, in the light of day.

Let the storm rage on!

The cold never bothered me anyway...

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Credits

Body:

Boom Love My Eyes Eyeliner

Mynerva Skin

PC Shallow Water Eyes

Diva Manon Moonstone 

Accessories:

Turducken Pink Sapphire Studs

Cute Bytes Princess Pixie Wings

PixieDoodle Sparkly Fae Wings White

.trinket My Only Sunshine Bracelet Due

Clothes:

Petite Bowtique Amber Tiara

LVSKids Little Sister Tiffany Dress

**Cute Bytes** BearyJane - Baby

Pose:

.Click

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Wings

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I was, living in a fantasy

Waiting, for somebody to rescue me

But I found a way to light the dark

It was always here inside my heart

No more fairy tale pretending

I'll make my own happy ending

If I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

I wouldn't reach up to the sky, every night in my dreams

There's a voice inside of me saying, "I can do anything"

'Cause if I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

And there's a star that's shining down on me

Reflecting everything that I can be

Every journey starts inside my heart

And there's no mountain that's too far

'Cause if I set my mind to it

Whatever it is I can do it

If I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

I wouldn't reach up to the sky, every night in my dreams

And there's a voice inside of me saying, "I can do anything"

'Cause if I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

To take me farther than I ever thought I'd go

Higher than the heavens 'cause deep inside I know

If I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

I wouldn't reach up to the sky, every night in my dreams

And there's a voice inside of me saying, "I can do anything"

'Cause if I wasn't meant to fly, I wouldn't have these wings

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Credits

Body:

Boom Love My Eyes Eyeliner

Mynerva Skin

PC Shallow Water Eyes

Love Soul Hair 

Accessories:

Candii Kittens Simple Pearl Necklace

Turducken Pink Sapphire Studs

Cute Bytes Princess Pixie Wings

PixieDoodle Sparkly Fae Wings Pink

.trinket My Only Sunshine Bracelet Due

Clothes:

Razzberry Pink Pixie

Puppy:

.birdy Unicorn Puggle Arcade Rare

Pose:

.Click Diva

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