Monday, January 4, 2016

In the Middle of Starting Over

As hard as it seems
I hold my breath and just believe

Tired of all the troubles
They've been wasting my time
I don't wanna fight
Gonna leave it behind
Taking on faith
Now I'm ready to fly
I'm in the middle of starting over

Back to the beginning
Gonna hit rewind
Chance to do it over
Get it right this time
Life gives you pennies
Turn them into dimes
I'm in the middle of starting over

Alone in a room
Tearing down the walls
Painting over scars and bruises
Now this is home
Fill it up with love
And make the best of something new

I am not a very consistent blogger, but today I kind of 
felt like doing one since my SLife has changed a bit. I had 
to take a breather after some recent things that happened 
that made me a very sad little girl but I feel a bit better
 now and one person that was there in middle of the messes 
with me is now my closest friend. 

Her name is ... Mommy.. now. Well it was back then as well 
but sometimes hard times make you sit back and see who 
is there and who isn't and she was and is still.  I feel like we 
have grown closer because of it all and I am ready to move on 
and start over. 

I probably should start with cleaning my room up because 
it is a bit messy from moving in.  I couldn't help sitting around 
and playing with all my toys that suddenly seemed new 
when Mommy was unpacking them. 

No credits this time as I have worn and blogged
everything on this post before at some point in time. 

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Part of Your World

Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?

Part of Your World

Reading books is one of my most favorite pastimes. When there is nothing going on then you will probably find me hiding in some corner with a book. Sometimes living in the scenes a book creates is better then real life. 

Today for my story time  I threw on a cute top from Chantilly Lace and my most comfy pair of leggings from Petite Bowtique. Then I gathered up all the books I could find, even notebooks full of drawings and scribbles. Then I hunted down all my pencils from the toy box in my room and started writing my story instead of borrowing stories from other books. 

As to how my story goes, you will have to wait and see .. 

Where to get all the things in the picture:


TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon
Cassie Indecisive Hair @ Ploom


Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken


Whateva Top @ Chantilly Lace Boutique
White Leggings Baby @ Petite Bowtique


My Little Arm Chair - Pink @ Turducken
Notebook Clutter @ Floorplan
Childrens Books Clutter @ By Georgia 
Pink Toy Box @ By Georgia 


Cute Sit Pose @ Bad Seed

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Here I Am

Here I am, this is me
There's nowhere else on Earth I'd rather be
Here I am, it's just me and you
Tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world, it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day, it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you

Bedtime Peyton

It is almost my bedtime so I gathered up some of my friends for a bedtime story. My Mad Echo Teddy and MishMish narwhal kind of hogged most the room this time, but it was their favorite story tonight, Sleeping Beauty. Guess who the princess was?  Me! I got all ready for my staring role and grabbed my blanket from Tiny Trinkets and gathered everyone around the royal Little Ellie daybed from AR

I hope you all have wonderful princess (or prince) dreams tonight too! 

*Crawls into bed and closes my eyes like Sleeping Beauty*

PS. I found out recently that I have more family then I thought I did. Look for a blog about that soon. 

Where to get all the things in the picture:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon
Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva
D!va " Manon " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken
Snuggle Buddies Pink Security Blanket @ Tiny Trinkets

Penelope Jammies @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

Teddy - White/Pink @ Mad Echo
Narwhal Pink @ MishMish
Little Ellie Daybed @ * AR *

Fluffeh Skirt 4 @ Candii Kitten

Saturday, September 19, 2015


Have you ever heard you are beautiful
I know what you're worth
But you don't see it at all
After the rain has fallen down the sun comes out

Just keep believing
You'll see a new season soon
You're turning into something amazing
Baby, you were born to bloom, bloom, bloom, bloom

Sometimes it is hard to think that you are special or worth something either to yourself or to others. People keep saying I am worth something and admittedly, I don't always believe them. But Lately, I have been trying really hard too and I have sometimes seen the sun peek through all the rain and it makes me smile. 

Anyways, today I am wearing another Chantilly Lace Boutique outfit called Rayne Bunny and I had lots of fun stomping in the rain puddles with my new boots. I didn't really need the umbrella today though as the rain had already stopped but I did bring it along just in case so that my pretty D!va hair didnt get all wet!

I hope you have fun in the rain just remember that the sun is shining behind those rain clouds and you are special too. 

Where to get all the things in the first picture:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon
Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva
D!va " Mayumi3 " (style B) Hair @ D!va

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Rayne Bunny Outfit @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

TD Pose Pack 2 - Pose 2.5 @ Say Cheese

Friday, September 18, 2015

On My Own

Bring me out
Come and find me in the dark now
Everyday by myself I'm breaking down
I don't wanna fight alone anymore
Bring me out
From the prison of my own pride
My God
I need a hope I can't deny
In the end I'm realizing 
I was never meant to fight on my own

Hello everyone! It has been a long time since I have done a blog. really it has been a long time since I was a kid on Second Life as well. My heart got broken so bad in the summer of 2014 and I gave up and left. There is only so much a person can take.  Anyways, I am back now on a part time basis and I hope to get a little blogging done again. I have missed it. 

So, new news!  I do have a family again. I have a dad named Ethan, who I have known for many months now. I also have two moms, Clover and Friyana. I actually have never called them Mom yet as I have just met them recently, so this will be a surprise for them. *giggles* They are good people though and I do like them. 

I got to decorate a new room too but I will show those pictures later maybe. Today, my first blog after being back, will be just a little one.  My new Mom Clover got this dress for me from Chantilly Lace Boutique and it's pink too. It comes with a sparklie heart necklace as well, so lots of brownie points for picking up a pink dress with sparklie blings. *grins* Oh, and the cute little sandals come with the dress too along with the bow in my pretty hair, which is from Diva!

I feel pretty happy right now and don't feel so alone anymore. I am glad that I don't have to do anything on my own and look forward to lots of fun times in the future. And just because Daddy loves me and wont mind me sharing this video of us dancing .. here is Daddy, Mommy Fri and me being pretty Barbie Girls ... *giggles and hides* 

Where to get all the things in the first picture:

TD v2.8 @ Cute Bytes
Ikon Sunrise Eyes @ Ikon
Pink Blush and Dots @ Mynerva
D!va "Jina" Hair @ D!va

Pink Sapphire Studs @ Turducken

Emmi Dress @ Chantilly Lace Boutique

TD Pose Pack 4 - Pose 4.3 @ Say Cheese